Let me begin by saying that I have quite a few gay friends. For decades I have understood the pitfalls and prejudices that they have faced. I have been appalled at the hate speech of so many so called Christians towards the GLBTQ community. Since my awareness of homosexuality I have been a champion of gay rights and I will always be a champion of gay rights. You have every right to your opinion, just don't spout hate around me.
Now - On July 6th I got a call to confirm my appointment for the 8th. It stumped me because I thought that my appointment was the 20th. I was somewhat worried because I had cheated on my diet during the 4th weekend. I had actually gained a pound. So I immediately began trying to shed those pounds. I at least wanted to get down to the weight I was at my last weigh in. The morning of the 8th I had reached that goal and actually lost an extra pound. I arrived for my appointment just on time. On my way I made a mental note that for future appointments I had to give myself more time to get there. I hate rushing and thinking I'm late. I hate being late. I signed myself in and then had a seat. When they called my name to go make my co-pay they included "we need to get your surgeons fee." OH HAPPY DAY!! That meant I had finally been approved.
My surgery was 8 days away. In this time I have per-registered at the hospital and paid half of my out of pocket expenses there. I have shopped for the various protein drinks and powders needed. Obtained all the liquid vitamin and mineral supplements. Filled prescription for liquid pain medicine. New panties, gown and robe purchased. After all, mama always said wear clean panties daily because you never know if you'll have to be taken to the hospital and you don't want dirty panties on if that happens. I just had to take it one step further and get new panties. It'll be the last time I buy THAT size. My gown and robe are bigger than I really need too. Mainly because I know I will feel like a mule kicked my gut. I will be on some form of liquid diet for several weeks. Gone are the days of high sugar, eating tons of food just because. I am so ready for this.
Let the journey begin!!
