I am like Cher

If you have ever been to a Cher concert you know that every now and then she jokingly (or maybe not) talks about how good it is to be Cher. Sometimes I feel like I am emulating Cher in my life right now. It is so good and I am so happy that all I want to do is tell people how good it is and to help people smile.  Then something goes wrong.  I sometime think it's a face slap to say "Get a grip!"

 

Emotional Sabotage?

I'm not sure what it is.  Maybe it's because for us fatties the majority of our lives we have been picked on, made fun of and just generally treated like shit.  I get it and I understand for I spent the majority of my life in a small town being an outcast.   I sometimes take things wrong myself, get my feelings hurt or over react to things.  I do think, that at some point we can sabotage our emotions.